her quaint theories and truths.

MOVED

2010-05-27T06:25:00.001-07:00

MOVED

fucktheworld.

2010-04-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

Screw prelims !

wrong format for letter.
didnt really fully complete paper.
Ayeayeayeayeaye.

what is done ... IS DONE.
NO TURNING BACK.
NO REGRETS

anyhoo. lets just forget.
and live on.

:D:D:D:D

with so much exams and tests, i have learnt to
not regret that much for not doing the right thing
when all along i knew i could.

LOL.

POOOF.
anyway.
my blog kinda dead.

WEEE.

the maine amazinggg.
(its a band)

ooh . i need to write a song for class vid.
oh my gosh.
i duno how to start.
wait . im suppose to create the tune.
ayeayeaye. all the best to moi.

*HE IS SO EFFING GORGEOUS . *

~i have no regrets for i know regrets wont make me feel any better. No point in regretting.

thehushsound

2010-04-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

the hust sound-you are the moon

Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms
Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone

You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier
All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas
The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe

I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
You will see your beauty every moment that you rise

days just like any other day . (not? )

2010-04-19T03:47:00.000-07:00

anyhoo.
aloney baloney in house.

parents off to hospital.

my mum being admitted for umm.
lemme just say girl problem thingee ?
sumthing to do the bloooooood.

(get the idea. dun wanna put too much info. )

i dunno if im going to school tmr.

life schuck.
im addicted to using SHUCKS !
(or is it spelled as Schucks ? )
(thats something to ponder about :P )

anyhoo.
ive done my mt dialogue essay thing.

(3 cheers for myself )

but my is as DISORGANIZED as EVUUR.

ayeayeaye.
hoping/planning to GET ORGANIZED by the weekend.
(hoping that this is not A FALSE HOPE . )

Choochoochoo.

OOHOOH.

Lovelylovelylovely BOOKS.
ah , the place where i let go of reality and
immerse into another world created merely by words and my own
"great" imagination.
(im blabbering)

anyhoo. the pretty little liars series (im talking about a book here. )
IS TOTAL KICKARSE ! (which means a very good book )

AYEAYEAYE. waiting for the last(?) or maybe not last(?) book called
WANTED which will only be out in JUNE 8TH ! WHHHHAA ~

*stares at the book cover*

cant wait to get my hands on it !

AND GUESS WHAT !
the series will be on the telly !
( i dunno bout singapore tho. *SIGH* )
BUT SEE THE SORTA TRAILER !!

OMGGEE. i love the character ARIA ! <3 (its not lesbo love . )
but the cast doesnt rly match the exact description of chars. in the book. Dannng.

Ciao ~

~attempts to run away from reality not because of fear facing it but because of reluctance

im qualified as a problem child (!)

2010-04-17T23:09:00.001-07:00

i should receive a certificate for that.

Ah.
the naggings of our parents.
Like "music" to my ears !
it shucks to get scolded.
but at least i know im a normal teenager.

okay. maybe im at wrong.
but they're not always right either.

okay. i agree that
i am LAZY.
but who isnt ?
i dont really speak up to my parents.
but thats just me. very secretive.
i dont know. i like to keep it to myself.
im a fussy eater.
but hey i was born with tastebuds that doesnt appreciate
the taste of veggies.
different people has different tastebuds !
(and mine is just plain weird )

*sigh*

ohitSHUCKS.

got lectured yesterday
and this morning.
ALRIGHT ! nice one asyiqin .

ayeayeaye.

they're maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad at me.

oh.
life has to go on.

one troubled child.
two is enough.

hope for better days.

~they just dont understand me but i dont expect them to.

2010-04-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

Crazy over SHAYNE OROK.
oh he's so AMAZING.
LOVES his hair. his angelic ,oh so soothing voice. :D:D:D
if you dont know him. WELL GO AND FIND HIM IN YOUTUBE.
anyhoo.
im BACK.
after for so LOOOOOOOOOOOONG
not posting anything.
busybusybusy.
with school.
BLEAH to school. n
on-stop TESTS and HOMEWORK. talking bout tests.
.. i can just say TO HELL WITH SS TEST.
deffo fail .
YAY.
pewpewpew. (dun realli know what that means . )

anyhoo. my guitar string broke !

SOBSOBSOB.

i just learnt play you are the only exception but the freaking string has to BREAK.
NEHMINDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

anyway.

im in love with coloured pens.
:D:D:D
(oh so random)

hoho.
need to go.

CIAO!

~trying to make a change but trying alone is not enough.

davedays!

2010-04-01T23:23:00.001-07:00

SUPERCOOL MAN! he got miley to be in his video. LIKE FINNALLY?

LOL.

anyhoo.
long time no blog.
kinda lazy to tell hows my life is going so
..

too bad.
im goin off.

ciao!

theres gotta be season 4 !

2010-03-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

KYLE XY stops at season 3 on bloody episode 10 !
WTF.
it just hangg there.

(btw, kyle xy is a show )

so yea..i skipped from season 1 episode 6 all the way to episode 6 of season 3.
and watched episode 10 of season 3

I CANT BELIEVE IT. IT JUST STOPS THERE.
LEAVE ME HANGING.
WHAT THE HELL.

I feel like killing the producers or something.
IT WAS SO EFFING NICE.

but it just had to stopped !

HELOOOOOOOOO.

at least end it with a PROPER ENDING !?!?!

(sorry. am just venting out my anger )

Kyle( the main cutest actor )
was like almost killing this weird guy whom he just found that the latter was his brother. (AND POOF)
it ENDED.

HELLO.
he has to save the world by stopping that stupid weird guy's plans.
AND HE HAS EFFING TWO GIRLS ON HIS HEART.
HE HAS TO PICK ONE !!
HE CANT HAVE TWO GIRLS.
GOSH.
WHICH ONE IS HE GONA CHOOSE ?!?!
(ooh pick amanda ! )
UH-HUH.
GOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH.

GUESS I EVEN SIGNED UP A PETITION IN THE INTERNET FOR A CONTINUATION
FOR KYLE XY.

how am i suppose to live knowing that THAT SHOW JUST HANGS THERE.
NO ANSWERS. NO PROPER ENDING.
BLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

okay. done venting.

Ciao~

~a proper closure.

Holidays..FINALLY.

2010-03-15T05:33:00.000-07:00

Holidas.Are.Here.
uh-huh.
but i dont feel like its a holiday.
tonnes of homework given
(as per normal)
and a million times of stress .
YAY!
(how exciting)
so how am i spending the hols. ?
HOMEWORK-ing.
Revising.
CHILLAX-ing
going to school
(LIFE SUCCCCCCCCCCKS ! )
yeaaa.

and watching lit play on saturday.
and LEARN NEW SONGS FOR MY GUITAR.
( i learnt losing it by nevershoutnever ! WHoopEE)

UHUHUHUHUH.

OOHOOH.
i saw on STAR WORLD the show KYLE XY.
it was SUPERDUPER interesting ..
so i decided to watch from episode 1 at youtube.
IT SO ROCKS!
its funny and touching.
uh-huh.
and the guys is CUTE .
(yay!)

so thats HALF OF HIS FACE .
SUPER MUST WATCH .

hehe. yea.

guess what!?!?!
i did my FIRST ss article out of seven more to go .
ohsoproud of myself ! (NOT!)
(RANDOM PIC )

Keep on smiling thought the world not in your favour ! :D :D :D
(i feel too optimistic. Bleah . )

okie. thats all!
wanna continue watching Kyle XY.
:D :D :D

Ciao~

~ I never made a bet but I gamble with desire

ohemgeee. like ohemgee.

2010-03-10T03:51:00.000-08:00

found this uber awesome guy on youtube. LOVE HIS VOICE.

HOLLA !

his name is SHAYNE OROK!

and his effing awesommee!
<3 <3 <3
ayeaye.
why do i like guys with THAT HAIR.

*points to the video*

i love chris kamrada! from there for tomorrow

almost samee hair. (okay. mayibe its pretty similar)

i love christofer drew aka nevershoutnever!

me love alex gaskarth from all time low
(the guy that is umm. portruding out ? haha)

and blake (sumthing) from versaemerge

THEY ALL HAVE THE SAME HAIR (or close to similar .)
ISNT IT CREEPAYE.

okay maybe not.
ciao.

need to study bio

they all are in a band. (sort of. except christofer drew who is umm.a solo )

i found a new band !

2010-03-08T04:34:00.000-08:00

YAY to EVONNE.
I went to her blog
and BAM!
there was a music video on a song by
Faber Drive-when im with you..
and i listened.
AND TOTALLY LIKE ..waitno.
LOVE IT.
another song me likey by them

Wee.
i shouldnt be blogging.
Oh what a distraction.
OOHOOH.
My dad says my room is like an office.
Like papers and files.
Sometimes i think im WORKING instead of SCHOOL-ING.
( i should be PAID! )
*random*

Need to do my mt essay and sc stuff.

Ciao.

~Somewhere along the journey, we're bound to get lost

theEMOpost.

2010-03-05T21:14:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt empty?
well i know i do.

its like i dont know what or how to feel.
its like a black hole
that sucks you into it , slowly.
devouring every bit of sanity you're left with.
i'm only left to ponder or wonder
about the complexity in life..
and often leaves me confused.
and lost.
forgotten the person i used to be
and i want to be.
it leaves me to tears.
without reason.
it grabs me and drag me into this
hollowness.confusion.
There's so much darkness.
yet i enjoy every emotional moment.
I enjoy the solitude.
its like a moment where i truly see myself.
Bare.
there's nothing hindering me but myself.
its like i'm safe behind the emptiness within.
yet so insecure.
its like pleasure after pain.
its like a recovery after falling.
its a sad sense of ecstasy.
that drives me mad.
but leaves me peaceful
on
my
own.

2010-02-26T08:56:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i feel just penning down my thoughts on a piece of paper.
Those thoughts as random as they may be, but are very musch significant.

you know sometimes how we all want to achieve something..but you just keep
dreaming about it..but never really make it happen ?

yeaa ~ those are my random thougths.
well , im a daydreamer. Hee.

Baahh.

I'm like piled with a lot of things to do.
*sobsob*

from sc stuff, to choir stuff to my HOMEWORK.
im drowning beneath the pile of work.

BUT ITS OKAY.
JUST ONE MORE YEAR (or even less)
best of luck to myself
(self-motivation at work here. HAHA )
ARGHH.
screaming it helps
(so do listen to more screamo songs when youre depressed or angry)

pardon me. im crapping.
BY THE WAY

im suppose to do homework
(according to my OWN schedule and as I KNOW, i wont really follow. )

im watching youtube vids . uh-huh.
BAAD me.
anddd.
I LOL-ed hard at this vid.

(if u wanna see it..u can stop the song playing in the blog . SCROOLL DOowwnn! )

ohhhhhhhh.
andandand.
i have a feeling im slowly slippin' away.
like my grades are falling.
and im like..
tired of school ( who isnt? )
and I OFTEN FALL ASLEEP while STUDYING and HOMEWORK-ing.
i cant stop it.
its like i have somesort of sleepsomnia.
SLEEPSOMNIA!
probably due to.. THE MAJOR LACK OF SLEEP .
Yea.
so much for the advices "you need to have 8 hours of sleep . "
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

anyhoo.
i got to go.
need to serious major homework.
Bummer.

dont you just wanna burn the papers ?
(words written on impulse and anger . do understand that i do not mean it. okay . maybe i do. slightly. but im a good girl . i wont burn them :D )

Ciao .

~ Sometimes I wonder, are we slaves to education ?

this is AWESOME. !

2010-02-25T06:07:00.000-08:00

AINT THAT COOL.
that flippin thing and all ?!?

WEE~~

okie. short post for today.

need to get back to my homework.
life so far is so __________________________.
(fill in the blanks)
HAHA.

Arghh. so many things to do !!

ciao !

~where did the seconds go ? gone to oblivion ?

GAH

2010-02-20T07:26:00.000-08:00

i just had to post this.
HHEHE..
SPAZZING over THERE FOR TOMORROW
!!

what the?

2010-02-20T06:23:00.000-08:00

GAH. what the ~

okay..went out today..
ate fish and chips at Spiez (some food place at bedok)

it was ..erm...not that.. to my liking.
so yea.

went to Vivo.
walk.walk.walk
went to Bugis.
in search of the white long sleeve collar shirt.
AND MY DAD IS SO NOISYYYYYYYYYYYY.

ARGH.

and u noe what.
okay i went out with my aunt,my cousin and nephew and niece.
AND U NOE WHAT.

my mum was like ...

no she(which is me) doesnt know how to style yet.

I WAS LIKE...
WHAT THE.

EHHH. HAVE U SEEN ME DRAWING DESIGN OF SHIRTS/DRESS AND STUFF.
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

i was like BOILING !
i dont know how to style.

they dont even know im planning to go to
LA SALLE COLLEGE OF THE ARTS
under...
FASHION DESIGNING.
I WUDNT WANT TO GO THERE IF I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO STYLE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEEP.TOOT.BEEP.
(see i censored my vulgarities. imma GOOD GIRL :D )

and you know what !.
my mum was like talking with my dad in car..
(couldnt really hear much..roughly hear them ..coz i was blasting
music in my ears )
AND YOU KNOW WHAT.
she says..
"who knows i will become lawyer someday.."

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
thats the FIRST THING IN MY " SO NOT MY CAREEER" list.
I DO NOT WANT TO BECOME LAWYER.
WHAT THE HELL.

is that all people can think of.
ITS GOOD TO BE A LAWYER.

PPLE. STOP BEING NARROW MINDED.

a lawyer doesnt always is A EFFING GOOD CAREER.
(maybe it is. so whaaaat ~ theres other CAREER )
GOSHHHHHHHHHHH.

In my opinion , lawyer is the MOST BORING JOB EVER.
(no offence to potential lawyer wannabes)

SO YEA.
WHAT THE.

nehmind.

Bah.
i shall not live up to their expectations.
I shall live up to mine.

But yea.

im super PISSED.

but i still love my parents !
(its just sometimes they get on my nerves !!! )

yea. thats all.

Ciao.

~To hell with what they say.

email add : class4j_asyiqin@Hotmail.com

(GOSH. just tell me ur full name. i dun tink i even noe u )

2010-02-19T06:16:00.000-08:00

in sweet reverie ~

Yeps.
double post for today.

:D :D :D

i cant decide..
shud i get ALL TIME LOW, VERSAEMERGE , PARAMORE OR THERE FOR TOMORROW ALBUM
HELLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
btw..
check out this song from ALL TIME LOW.
(song of the day . HEHE.)

Weightless-All TIme low (I LOVE THEMM ! HHEE)

SING ALONGG ! ( you know i am singing alongg ! )
LYRICS :
Manage me,
I'm a mess,
turn a page,
I'm a book half unread,
I want to be laughed at,
laughed with,
just because,
I want to feel weightless,
and that should be enough,
but I'm stuck in this fucking rut,
waiting on a second hand pick-me-up,
and I'm over getting older,
If I could just find the time,
then I would never let another day go by,
I'm over getting old,
Maybe its not my weekend,
but its gonna be my year,
I'm so sick of,
watching while the minutes pass,
as I go nowhere,
and this is my reaction,
to everything I fear,
'cause I've been going crazy,
I don't want to waste another minute here,
Make believe,
that I impress,
that every word,
by design turns a head,
I wanna feel reckless,
wanna live it up,
just because,
I want to feel weightless,
'cause that would be enough,
If I could just find the time,
then I would never let another day go by,
I'm over getting old,
Maybe its not my weekend,
but its gonna be my year,
I'm so sick of,
watching while the minutes pass,
as I go nowhere,
this is my reaction,
to everything I fear,
'cause I've been going crazy,
I don't want to waste another minute here,
This could be all I've waited for,
this could be everything and I don't want to dream anymore,
Maybe its not my weekend,
but its gonna be my year
and I've been going crazy,
I'm stuck in here...
Maybe its not my weekend,
but its gonna be my year,
I'm so sick of,
watching while the minutes pass,
as I go nowhere,
this is my reaction,
to everything I fear,
'cause I've been going crazy,
I don't want to waste another minute here,

2010-02-19T05:47:00.000-08:00

was i too harsh in the previous post ..
o.o

woops.

anyhoo.
i wonder if he's gonna reveal.
(i see nothing wrong with revealing . 0.0 )

ANYHOO.
you know the band a rccket to the moon ?
no.. ? well. nvm.

I WANT THEIR HOODIE !

wont be able to find it here in s'pore.
oh nevermind .
==

OOH OOH.
me wan a there for tomorrow CD Album
which is AGAIN..
not sold in singapore..
OR SHOULD I GET
VERSAEMERGE.
ARGH.
(but also not available in singapore. AYEAYEAYE. )

shall go search in ebayy.

I AM SO SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY.

that's all.

im tired.
so darn tired.

Ciao.

~Swing life away.

Tryna make this clear.

2010-02-18T06:50:00.001-08:00

I dislike it when people just go anonymously tagging my blog.
BLEAH.

and theres this guesswhome guy who keeps tagging my blog as GUESSWHOME.
TOO BAD. I CANT GUESS.

im so sorry. but i cant let this go on for too long

as you said , if you reveal yourself , i will ignore you.
it means theres something wrong with you..

honestly, why cant you just reveal yourself ?

guess what .
if you dont .
then i dun wanna talk to you anymore..
i'll just BAN YOU FROM TAGGING.
(im sorry. sometimes things have to be dealt the baad waay )

okay. i admit. there are certain pple (only two luh) i avoid talking to
FOR A REASON (or reasons )
(izzy and aisyah wud noe )
(this is no longer confidential . BLEAH)

GOSH.
if you're a nice person , i will just continue talking to you.

but if you're not , its up to me to decide whether i shud talk to you.
and if i dunt.
then i just dont.

SO HERE'S WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.

TELL ME YOUR CLASS and i'll keep on guessing and YOU have to prompt me to guess the right answer.
NO lies. but the truth.

OR

you just reveal yourself.
simple as that.

or i'll just not talk to you at all.

im sorry.

~Show yourself.

I LURVE EVAN TAUBENFIELD.

2010-02-14T19:10:00.000-08:00

HOLLA

went to marina barrage yesterday :D :D

photos up at facebook !

yeaa.

ohmygoo.

so fast mondayy !

Bwea.

finally SIXteen.

if oni i was in america.

I'D OWNED A CAR.

haha

so yea.

hm.

been drinking COFFEE like twice in two nights !
got caffeine running thru my veinss !

OH.
ILOVEEVANTUBENFIELD.
*see below*

OHOHO. and the song playaing in the background is also EVAN TAUBENFIELD.

hearrts !

okay. thts all.

CIAO

~you're my starbucks boy !

Happy Bdae To me ! and VDAY AND CNY to evryone else.

2010-02-13T21:07:00.000-08:00

HOLLA . CELEBRATED BDAE (mine and my bro ) yesterdaay . LOL
had lunch at SOFRA (a turkish cafe/restaurant)
pics are UP AT FACEBOOK.

am in LURVE WITH TURKISH DELIGHTS ! XD
( see below )
its HOT CHOC and PIDE (turkish pizza )
YUMYUM.

OOHOOH. went to SENTOSA for a while to have a look
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS
AWESOMMMEE BAYBEHH
.

okiee. Hmm.
not much.

THANK YOU DEAR FWENS FOR THE PREZZIE.
MUCHOS. LOVVEES .

AND ALSO THE BDAE WISHES !

so im OLD. hoho
i CAN WATCH NC16 movies LEGALLY.
HAHA.
( if i was in America , i'll own a CAR. sheessh)

anyhoo. boring sunday.

just learnt ALL TIME LOW THERAPY on the guitar.
AWESSOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEE.

okie.
LOL
nothing much.
OHOHOHOHO.
I WANNA GO PARAMORE CONCERT!
CIAO.

[who the hell are you guesswhome? anonymosity is not appreciated. its kinda irritating . no offence ]

~ I had sworn to myself , that im content with loneliness.

yours truly

2010-02-06T04:30:00.000-08:00

TO LISTEN..you need to stop the SONG PLAYING .
SCROOLL DOWN WAAAAAAY BELOW.and press the STOP thinggy :D

Lyrics :

Take it back
take your words back
coz they dont mean a thing at all
youve got someone else in your heart
but youre playing games with me
what the hell is that
i dont understand you
i dont get you
just wanna let you know

you re a big fat liar and
your pants on fire honey
woawooaa
you're a big fat liar baby
you're pants on fire honey

you're burning down with your lies
tonight
and youre burning down
burning burning down
burning down
i can see it in your eyes
...

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW.
I created it in about 10 minutes
and it was super IMPROMPTU.
so dont blame me for kinda screwing it up a bit.
and the words are like almost created on the spot!!(JUST NOW)
SO YAR.

im nt rly a good singer.
So.. pardon me if i sound BAAD.
Be nice :D :D

Quick update.

2010-02-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

Going GAGA over vampire diaries !
both of the main guy actors (which are vamps)
are just so EFFING HOT.

PAUL WESLEY AND IAN SAMERHALDER !

*squeals*

WEE~

I WANT THE BOOKS !
I WANT THE CDS !!

(my bday coming soon . *HINTHINT*)
JUST KIDDINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

OMGG.
BOOHOO.

life has been _________________________.

you know the normal...
LOADS OF TEST.HOMEWORK.
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

BANGBANGBANG.

and remedials startingg.

went to body worlds just now.
(at sci cenrre)
it was okaay.
quite interesting.
if i were to go my parents...
i have no idea what to say because
all the parts were UNCENSORED.
and there were many guy's___________ hanging around...
SOO WOOSH.

OKIE.
too much detail.
need to go back to work.
ENGLISH ARTICLE! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

enough screaming for today !

CIAAO~

~hope's up baybeh !

Valentines Day !

2010-01-31T05:26:00.000-08:00

I WANNA WATCH IT !!

ME WANNA WATCH !

care to watch with me ?
anyone ?

:D:D:D

Hop(e)

2010-01-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

Thats all I need.
HOPE.

Tell me it exists.
going through a harrd time~
so many things to going on.
too many things.

am i worrying too much ?
gosh.
i cant keep up.

this.that.this.that.
tears dont cure anything.

i cant think.
i cant breathe.

i want to SCREAM !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!

as i constantly remind myself
that I CAN GO THROUGH THIS.
i also constantly fail to
remember that I CAN.

at least is not worst as when i was in sec 3.
HORRIFYING.

SOOO.

HOPES UPPP!

and DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL SONGS ARE PERFECT
IN BRINGING MY HOPES UP !

YAY to DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL.!
<3 <3 <3

OOH. I HEART THE LEAD SINGER !
CHRIS CARABBA !

omfg.

why am in LURVE with all the CHRIS ?
theres CHRIS KAMRADA -the drummer from THERE FOR TOMORROW
theres CHRIStian Climer - the lead guitarist from THERE FOR TOMORROW
theres CHRIStofer Drew - a.k.a nevershoutnever.
and NOW CHRIS CARABBA.
(ooh . it sounds like chris kamrada too ! )
WEE~~

so i kinda sidetrack.
but its not wrong to go through my list of *coughcough*
hearthrobs. HEHE.

BACK TO TOPIC.

lots of things up in my head.
Chem test-CONFIRM DEAD.
i just went BLANK.
read questions wrongly and only realized it when it was about to end.
Oh hell.

SS TEST- BUMMER.

HOMEWORK. - just too much.
OTHER STUFF- ....
my brain - IN A MESS. HAYWIRE.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I need a break.

maybe i should meditate or something.
find peace and serenity somewhere deep within.

Ommm.

CIAO~

~hope dangles on a string

Screeamms!

2010-01-27T05:32:00.000-08:00

AHHH!

Boohoo.

life's like a straw.
it sucks.
Haha.

stressstressstress.

so manyy things to do.
just too lil time
and I hate sleeping late
and waking up early.

homeworkhomework.
and MOREHOMEWORK.

just another typical student whining.

Literature Role-Play is ________________.
We have to role-play !!
I'm acting as EMILY.
(the funny mentally ill person ! )
BOOHOO.

I NEED TO KEEP UP !!

im like so BLURR in chemistryy.
URGH.
i cant calculate equations and stuff.
Its effing irritating. !! :;C
and
history is so... complicated luh.

I failedd my SS test +.+
(but its not included in CA1 )

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.

Omm.
meditate strappykin. ( thats what my dear shi ying call me )
meditate.
december. Ommm. December. Ommm.
End of O lvls. Ommm.

g2g cont homework-ing. BOOHOO.

Ciao~

~Be explicit.

Random personal stuff.

2010-01-25T08:23:00.000-08:00

Liar , Liar
Pants of fire ..

Don't think that you can hide everything from me.

Your words dont mean a thing.
even if they do, they're just lies.

I'm just playing your game ..
(the way you're playing with my head.)

Checkmate.

Awkwaardd.

2010-01-23T09:51:00.000-08:00

I love muse , dont you?

That was randoom.
VID OF THE DAY.

I WANNA WATCH MUSE CONCERT.
oh by the way.
I CANT BELIEVE IT.
THE KILLERS CONCERT IS CANCELLED.
though im not really going to have the time to watch but still..
NOOOOOOOOO.

okie.
anyway. today was AWKWAARD.

Went out to dinner with parents as normal.
And when we were at coffee bean
and im sipping my coffee HAPPILY.
(ICE BLENDED..VANILLAA - MY FAV )
my mum started having the
"NO BOYFRIEND" talk.
IT WAS PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN WEIRRD.
she started out something like this ..
(i can vaguely recall)
YOu know..
i've noticed you change.
(BLAHBLAHBLAH)
[the blah has no hidden rude agendas there. its just there coz i cant recall what she said ]
and all the me's are me saying things in my heart.
MUM :Like the way you start to not drink cold drinks during dinner
Me :( o.o )
MUM: I have a feeling you have a boyfriend
ME: (WTH. NO I DONT. I just have boy(spacing)friends. guy friends. BUT NOT REAL BOYFRIEND.NO COUPLE0-BOYFRIEND. JUST FRIENDS who are boys. WTHHHHHHHHH . ]
MUM : you know its not the right time to have boyfriend. You know when guys (blahblahblah ) and when guys wanna meet you (blahblahblah) when they say i miss you ..
ME : (WTH. DID YOU READ MY TEXTS. WTHWTH. plain awkwarddd)
MUM : and when guys stare you.. they're perverts
ME : (*felt like laughing here* )
MUM : i want you to study first..go college or something. (blahblahblah)
ME : (ENOUGH WITH ALL THE STUDIES TALK. I hear it everyday in school)-->didnt meant to be rude . just a fact .
MUM : BLAHBLAH. when i was younger . i told my mum i had a boyfriend.
ME : (YOU want me to tell u i have a bf? MUM . I'll be lying if i do so. GOSH. DO I EVEN NEED TO NOE THAT!?!? WTH if u read my text u can just tell me. )
MUM : blahblah.
ME : (LOOK AT THE CREAMY COFFEE. ITS NICEEE. oh. by the way mum. i've got control . i know this is not the right time to have bf. IVE GOT CONTROL. GOSH. AWKWARRD )
MUM : im just saying..i dunno if u have a bf or not but keep in mind about this.
ME : ( =.= . I dun hav a bf. FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Cant this girl have some funn? a lil bit of eyeliner and a lot more of accessories and nice clothes gonna freak you out. I wanna changee . DONT YOU KNOW. CHAAANGEEE. ive been hiding for too long. GOSHHH. I alr look superNERD in sch laa. can onli dress up when im outsidee. I NEED A LIFE. I WANNA CHANGEE.)
MUM : (blahblahblah)
DAD : concentrate on studies . (BLAHBLAH )
MUM : If you need make up tips , i can teach you.
ME : HEH? ( change topic alr ? )

LOLS. YEA.

WEIRDDDD
WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRD

okie. its 2am.

~Ciao

~I wanna exorcise the demons from the past

2010-01-22T07:06:00.000-08:00

im confused.
just need the truth.

Cry me out.

2010-01-22T06:32:00.000-08:00

EMO DAYS ARE BAACK.

SO many thinggs going on.
from sc stuffs to cca.

and to HOMEWORK.
theres no time to spare.
busybusybusy.

and todays class was
effing COOL
(we had TWO FREE PERIODS)

:D:D:D
and we all as a class did something , didnt we ?
(4e1 shud knoww it HEEHEE. )
anywayz, get well soon tcherr!

choir..was alright..with a bit of..
ermm..
how do you say it..
a lil bit of problems here and there ..
BUT its okaaay.
looking forward to the new choir tee and VEST
i want the VEST. XD

awesomeness baybeh.

ooh.looking forward to our performance in MARCH.
(one more month later ..STAND DOWWNN. )

oooh. after choirr. LY,SH, Becky and me were ALL CRAZEE.
running around the room :D
and doing "fitness condition"
hahah.

AND WAS LIKE MEDITATING in the choir way (which means sing)
singing in a chord -"we will stand down" ..
HEEHEE.

OMM.

now at homee.
guitar class.
was like any guitar class.
OHSHOOSH.

i just rmbred.
OOPS.
I FORGOT TO HELP SOMEONE ASK HOW MUCH THE BEST ACOUSTIC STRINGS COST.
OMFG.
nvm.

he will forget anyway.
HEEHEE.

NOOOOOOOOOO.
so many tests next week.

URGH.

anyway.
heres a vid my friend is SO EFFING OBSESSED WITH.
(and you'll know why)

ITS COZ HE RIPPED HIS SHIRT OFF.
HE IS HOT? HUH? RLY?
SHI YINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
HOT MEH.
(except for the abs .)
RIpping off shirt--> OKAY.
but the way he shake his ass --> NOT OKAY

almost fainted.
(not because he was effing hot. its the BADD FAINTT)

haha.

ANYHOO.

thats all.

CIAO

~screaming infedilities.

OMFFG.

2010-01-21T06:04:00.000-08:00

They are soo effingg awesoomme.!!

WARNING: MALAY CONTEXT BELOW. --CONTAINS MALAY WORDS--
hehe

SEDAAP GILERR!!

FWOAH.

like okay.
im not the jiwang-jiwang typee but OMFG.

memang boleh nyanyi siaaak.
(they can sing very well)

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATCH.
and LISTENN.

btw. the song almost made me cryy.
(if you understand the lyrics..yeaa.. haha)
I LIKE HEARING it THE GAZZILION time.
( okaay. a lil bit of exaggeration there )

BUT OH BOY .

its just ssooo nice.
even though i dont rly listen to malay songs..
BUT IT EFFINNGG ROCKS.

ahh~~

SYIOOKK gilerr.
there's lots of vids of them singing. XD
im like watching ONEbyONE.
(when im supposed to do homework. Ekk. )

Ahhhh~~

SORRIE. I JUST HAD TO SHARE WHAT I DISCOVERED. HAHA.

lemme continue listening to them..

~ciao

OOH.

2010-01-16T23:29:00.000-08:00

LA SALLE.
should i go there.?

went to the open house.
IT WAS SO
_________________________.

THEIR SENSE OF ART IS LIKE BEYOND MINE.
LIKE..
im zero. nothing.
compared to them.

went to esplanade.
marina square.
flyer.
BOOMS
i havent upload pics.
too many.
soon i will.
BUT HEY
WE GOT EARRING BAYBEH.

we exchanged.
LIKe..
me got YELLOW AND PINK.
KAvv got GREEN AND PINK
IZy got GREEN AND YELLOW.
it looks like...

major awesomeness baybeh

OKiee. so we walk so LONG.
BTW.
IT AINT MY FAULT WE LANDED AT MARINA BAAYYY..
ITS KAAVVVVVVVVVV.

OH damn.
need to do hw.

i updated twicceee.

~CIAO

~just take it slow. like super slow.

STOP.

2010-01-16T23:08:00.000-08:00

stopstopstop.

Its confusing.
I know
everything..

but you dont know.
that I knew.
GOSH.

CAN YOU JUST SAY THE TRUTH.
you're hiding too many things.
just too many.
You're still stuck in the past.
Heck.
Stop playing games with me~

SORRY PEEPS.

I JUST HAD TO LET IT OUT.
BUMMER.

anywayy..
I wrote a POEMM.

Boomsxc. here it is..

Lines to Love.

Where do these lines meet?
The answer lies at the
point of intersection
The moment where
two strings are attached.
Tied to one another.

Black lines across
a white sheet.
It move; It meets
another unexpectedly
it makes its way
across another , through
a loophole.Tied Tightly.
They become one.

Oh lines impossible to unwind
to separate was to break
cut loose and pulled apart
The pain. Unbearable.
But you move once more
But carefully. Oh so carefully.

I see these lines.
They move.They meet. They break.
They meet.

Lines. I saw mine.
~~Attached to yours~~
Just moving alone.

TaDa. my poemm.
Oh so poetic. (NOT!)

heeheehee..

BTW. I GOT SHADES BAYBEH
from marina square.

(oh so retarded. but boy, do i love REDSHADES. )

Teehee.

BACK TO HOMEWORKKKK.

busybusybusy.

~Im just a part time lover.

HAppy New Year ( a lil bit too late)

2010-01-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARRRR!
HOHO.

Errm.
I CANT BELIEVE IM TAKING O LVS THIS YEAR.
(goosh. i love to use caps)

Okiee.
Any resolutions?
Hmm.. yea..
Planning to be more sligtly positive person?
But i wont say goodbye to emo-ness !
(coz too much optimism pisses me off. TeeHee.)
anyhoo. yea.
i need to see the light at the end of the tunnel :D:D

ARGH.
so many things to dooo.
Stressstressstress.

need to chill.

Anyway..

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!
2010. WOOSH.
its time for a change baybeh~

andandand.
its my final year in swiss.
I cant believe it.
WOOHOO.
9 more months or more till FREEDOM. (sort of)

in my brain..its like homeworkhomeworkschoolschool.

ARHH.
OOH. i just remembered what i did on the 2nd day of new year ( or was it first?)

I PRANK SMS PPLE. >.<
Not just mee...i felt like doing crazy along with my pri sch friend...so yeaa..

I pranked my primary sch friends' secondary friends. Only about two replied. HECK. one was SUPERMAD. WOOPS.
*evil grins*
SORRY PEEPS (whoever u are)
but the other one was OKAY. :D:D:D
(THANKYOU for being fine with being pranked.HAHA)

OOHOOH.

adding to my list of HOTTIES which for now is only CHRIS KAMRADA from THEREFORTOMORROW and Christopher Drew. Teehee. now we have DEVON WERKHEISER.I LURRRRRRRRRRRRRRVE THE VOICE.

Teehee. thats all.

life's a countdown. and im counting till the Os are coming and end.

Ciao~

~you follow what you feel inside
it's intuitive, you dont have to try

BWEAH

2009-12-21T04:23:00.000-08:00

SO MUCH HAD HAPPENED.
WOOSH.
did i wrote about going to LANGKAWI.?
well, if i didnt.
THERE I TOLD YOU.
LOLS
im too lazy to upload pics.
ANYHOO.
I look like crap in those pics so..
wont upload. LOLS
BUT IT WAS FUNN.
i even played a "staring game" with this stranger about my age
till i was freaked out.
at this cable car place..
HOHO.
(he started it first! .. okay maybe i did. >.<)
EVEN UP THE HILL.
LIKE THE CABLE CAR RIDE WAS LONG UP THE SUPER HIGH HILL.
HAHA.
BOOHOO.
There were COWS. (not really cows..more like.. Bulls? okay ..no.. cows..? OH WATEVS)
THERE WERE LOTS MOSQUITOES AT THIS ONE RESORT I WENT. HOHO.

AND YOU CAN SEE PEOPLE SUNTANNING. (mostly caucasion/eurasion/american (gosh. i forgot how to spell)
THEY WERE LIKE BURNT.

Wee~
but it was kindda boring coz im the only one child there.

OTher than that...
I BOUGHT TONS OF CHOCOLATE.
AND ME LOVE THE VANILLA COFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

THEEENNNN. i had choir camp.
WOOSH.
only about 18 of the whole choir wass there .
=-=!
ANYHOO.
IT WAS TIRINGGGG but FUNN.(especially the game in WEST MALL. i forgot the name of the game. SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS. )
NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

i have sec 1 registration duty .................
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

neeed a break?
(yes)
Have a KitKat.
LOLS.

OKAY LAMES.

WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
cant wait till stand down.

wOOOSHHH.

IT'LL BE LIKE.
RELIEF.
(maybe not.)

LOLS.

CANT WAIT TILL 'Os' is O-V-E-R.

ARGH.

~wish it could just fade away.

Major CUTEness.

2009-12-01T04:25:00.001-08:00

OKAY. LOLS.

This guy is so CUTE. omg. bloodyLOVE his accent.

LOLOLOLOL.
LOVEhishair. LOLS.

woosh.
lols.

todayy. went to school to ask a maths qsn with aisyah.
AND WAITED FOR HER as she has had an UBER LONG MEETING.
HAHAH.
I spent the time doing homework
(but mostly daydreamning and doodling.)

HOHOHO.
and then we saw izzy and her juniors putting some tent stuff into
a bag but TOTALLY CANT FIT.
and THANKS TO AISYAH ..they got the tent stuff in this..
bolster-like bag.
DOTS.

HHAHAHA.
THENTHENTHEN.
I went to vivo.
SLACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK.

LOLS.

WHATABORINGPOST.
omg.
i nid to do hw.
TYRING TO REMIND MYSELF TO DO HW.
BUT HELL NO ITS NOT WORKINGG.

im gonna go hols soon.
likesupersoon.
likethisSATURDAY.
DOTS.

BOOHOOHOO.

I have nothing else to say.
(WAIT.SOMEBODY FORCE ME TO DO HOMEWORK PLEASE. LOLS)

CIAO~

~And of all the lonely hearts, you're the one I'm thinkin' of..

i havent done my hw, have you?

2009-11-30T05:46:00.001-08:00

OMGOMGOMG
i plan to do homework..
but dear miss procrastinator came knocking on my door
and I invited her in.
It isn't nice to shoo away guest,no?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

lols.

so all the while i've been..
thinking about POP stuff.
SLACKING which means
playing PSP. UHH.
does playing guitar consider slacking?
nahh.
oh. singing with my neighbour. LOLS
(its for some christmas block party)
they are so gonna be deaf hearing me sing. LOLS.
(my neighbour kinda drag me into it. )
LOLS.

yeps.
you know. everytime i touch the homework,
my hand burns...
(omg its just an excuse not to do it. ARGH)

PEEPS. im going for holiday from 5th to 8th dec.
IM going ONLY to LANGKAWI.
BOOHOO.

i wanna travel far.

OHOHOHOHO.
THIS LADY IS EFFING AMAZING.
i mean like whoa~

Amazing Sand Drawing @ Yahoo! Video

~ Waking up on the other side.

So far .

2009-11-27T06:55:00.000-08:00

okay. events in the PAST ( tht i kinda failed to update about)

HAHA.
LOLS.

PB CAMP!
It was FUUN. ( I like the hike actually though it was TIRINGG. >.<)
And my group performance is FUNNY.
Cheers to the juniors. they put in a lot of effort. HAHA.
Okay.
i know its a short description of the campp.
(better than nothing! ) haha.
but I left the second night. Some might consider me lucky coz something happen the next day. LOLS.
OKAY. LOLS
like 2 days later from sunday.
I HAVE GRAD NITE.
no. im not graduating yet sadly. LOLS.
i was the emcee along with Irfan.
HOHO. It was kinda scary. okay IT WAS SUPER SCARY.
haha but we did it. ( it sounds WRONG. )
i meant.. we did our emcee-ing job quite okay. not bad. hahahhahaha.
CONSIDERING WE HAD TO DO A DEMO like ballroom DANCE THT WAS UBER .embarassing. sorta.
(im laughing at my own "joke" WTH)
anyhoo. the seniors LOOK AWESOME. gorgeous. hot. LOLS
okay. pics at facebook mostly. hahah
(bcoz of grad nite . something HAPPENED. OMG. not telling . )
LOLS.
OPEN HOUSE! it was okay. haha.
i mean i think we did GREAT for performance.
YAYtoCHOIR! hehe.
but i just noticed (maybe i noticed it WRONGLY.)
it was kinda less people ? no? i dont know. who am i to tell.
(a human) ERR.
okay. im busy with POP stuff. heheheheh.
OKAYs. lols. POPOPOPOPOPOPOPOP. talking about POP.
LING YING.SOKHUI.AMELIA went FISH-SPA-ing. and became madwomen.HOHO.
THEY SCREAM and SCREAM.
the whole IMM could hear them.
LOLS (A VIDEO OF THEM WAS UPLOADED BY MOI IN FACEBOOK :D)
ohohoh. and Evonne and Me? didnt went fish-spa-ing! THKS TO OUR JEAAAAAAAANS! (arent we luckky?) lols.
ohohohohohoh. andd. YOU KNOW. omg.
something happened.
NOT TELLING.
its private and confidential.
blogs as we know it.
is NOT PRIVATE. haha. dots.
i might as well not say anything .
in the beginning. DOTS.

CIAO.

~Fools in love.. At least they're not lonely.

JURONG POINT.

2009-11-07T04:24:00.001-08:00

Me,Izzy and Aisyah went to JP
INITIAL PLAN :
watch movie
catch SINGAPORE IDOL CONTESTANTS ( YES, THEY WERE AT JP)
SHOP

but nooo.
it didnt happen tht way
--
IZYANNN CAMEE LATTTTTTTTTTEE.
BOO.
so we missed a movie.
haha.
(see izy.. must wake up early )
JKJK
sooo.
we shop first.
ME EAT ICE KACANG WITH IZY while aisyah ate fishBALL noodle.
:D:D
thenthen. we went to find some stuff.
(like pencil box)
IZYAN PENCIL BOX WAS LIKE GREEN and AISYAH WAS LIKE SUPER PINK
and mine....
BLACK :D:D

wee~~
then we waited half an hour for the singapore idol contestants.
(VERY BORING TO WAIT)
it was FULL of people.
WOOSH.

yea~~ then we took their pics.

(MANLY FAIZAL AND SEZAIRI[is it wrongly spelled?] haha. too tired to wait for the girl contestants.. HONEST. haha. ]

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~
and they SANG.
omg.
they SOUND AWESOME. especially Sezairi.
but Faizal was GORGEOUS.( haha. sounds so...)

WE WANTED TO WATCH A MOVIE.
we wanted to SEE Jennifer's body *quoted from aisyah*
BUT WE DONT LOOK LIKE a sixteen year old. (SADSAD)
and there were no other movie to watch OTHER THAN
cloudy with meatball something.? which is sooooo ____________.
then we went to west mall hoping there was a movie we can catch but NOOOOOOOOO.
STUPUD.
noluck.
soo we went to SLACK.
Izyan bought the korean guys cards.. ( you know that CARDS where korean girl fans carry? ) like 10 and had to pay BLOODY $8.
GUNGZ.
so did aisyah but she only bought like 4.

then we went to KFC.
and ate snacks..

and then i went home.
HAHA.
thats all.

I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIEEEE.

(BOOHOO. i cant go kbox with the choir comm tmr. need to do prefect stuff )

SOBS.

~care to watch a movie with me?

Taking the stage

2009-11-06T06:26:00.000-08:00

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE SHOW.
Taking the stage on MTV.
IT ROCKS.
basically its about these talented pple in the arts school.
There's mainly Mia (SHEROCKS) who a songwriter and sings, theres tyler and malik both dancers and Jasmine and Shaakira both dancers.
SO YAR. anyhoo.
the people in the school are SO TALENTED.
they like can SING UBER WELL. DANCE UBER WELL.
PLAY INSTRUMENT UBER WELL.
and there was one part of the episode whereby Aaron , Mia's fren, sang her a song.
IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICEEE!

here's the vid

DAMN NICE RITE?
(he can play drums too!haha)

AWESSOOOME.
evry weekend, its like taking the stage marathon from 2-4pm.HAHA.
and i'll just watch if i have the time :D:D:D:D
MIA IS SO GOOD.

andandand.
im like finding new (maybe not new) like sorta unknown to me singer/artists on youtube.
I LIKE ACOUSTIC stuff. and wee~
other than there for tomorrow( a band) ..i found MOREE.
1) parachute :D

2) Evan Taubenfield

3)Framing Hanley
4)Honor Society (recommended song : See u in the dark )
5) The subways
6)Forever the sickest kids

OOHOOH. and i found a song .. from Asher Book ( he's uber hot) tht sounds kinda korean-y?
or am i just deaf?
here's the song.

(I CANT PUT ALL THEIR VIDS HERE. it'll flood my blog =-=! )

i realized this post is full of music stuff. DOTS

and im..

2009-10-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

watching stuff on youtube.
wee~ im bored.
i posted twice.
anyhoo.

Im watching...

The secret life of american teenager.
im only on season one...and there's three seasons!
Shoots. (a long way to go)
YOU SHOULD WATCH.
(im watching it on youtube!! )
and here's the cast!

its nice! anyway.. the main char. is pregnant..and the story goes on..
im only at ep. 5...GRR.

ALSOALSO.
im watching

The Vampire Diaris on youtube.
DAMN. its only up to episode 6 on youtube.
goosh.
(i dunno why i have a sudden interest in vampires. HOHO. must be because of that Jim Butcher book. HOHO.)

gotta continue watching..

Ciao.

Hari Raya with FRIENDS.

2009-10-18T23:56:00.000-07:00

It was great i guess.
Although we only went to 4 houses only.
(pathetic no. , i know)

anyway.
First house:IZZUL
His house ..um.. big? and there was food..
his mum served us mee with like chicken.HAHA.
AND HE WAS SUPPOSE TO FOLLOW US AFTER THAT BUT HE DIDNT
damn him. He was TOO LAZY to follow.
BLEAH.

SECOND HOUSE: NAMRA

I LOVE HER BALCONY!
there was like SWING.
and WE SWING SWANG.haha.
I LOVE THE CHEESECAKEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIRD HOUSE: CIKGU NAFISAH

There was like a group of guys and like a few girls
.. like her ex-students..i think
and yea.. we were like.. i dont know..
haha.
There was chicken BUT I LOVE THE SWEET AND SOUR FISH. yumyum!
then we played of concentration with these three guys and a girl (her ex students)
as suggested by CIKGU.
and I wished I didnt play because SOMETHING HAPPENED.
BLOODY DISGUSTING.
(aisyahhhh...!!!!!!! omggg. )

THEN WE TOOK A GROUP PHOTO!

FOURTH HOUSE: AISYAH

HER HOUSE WAS A JUNGLE.
there was like the sound of the waterfall
and her birds was like MAKING NOISES (as normal)

SHE HAS A BIRD,SO MANY EGGS, TURTLES, AND A HUGE FISH.

IT WAS LIKE A MINI ZOO in her house .hahahahahaha.
OOhOoh.
HER MOTHER WAS superKIND.
she ordered pizza hut and KFC.. it was NICEEEE.
we ate till we are so damn FULL.
(AISYAH's mother..THANK YOU !! hah..aisyah..ur mum ROCKS.HAHA)

ANND WE WENT HOME.

i took a cab with NAMRA.
hoho.
and the joy ended there.

IT was pure lameness thruout the whole journey.
as in ALIF with LAME JOKES.
aizat was like NEVER ATE A PIZZA BEFORE??
(and he finally got to eat one!)
haha.
I CANT BELIEVE I WENT OUT RAYA-ing WITH
CFAZY MAD PEOPLE! (incl. aisyah, namram izyan, aizat, alif)
IM THE ONI ONE SANE.
okay. maybe..
(not)

P.S SORRY I CANT DOWNLOAD ALL THE PICS! IT'll take me A CENTURY.
I dont know..my phone kinda suck at downloading.its like BLOODY slow.
So i manage to download a few (very few) .HAHA.

OOHOOH.
I wore an eyeliner.
it made me look uber gothic (according to izyan)
somehow, i LOVE THE "GOTHIC" LOOK. hoho.

BOO!

~sometimes to run away is the best option

oral was..

2009-10-15T22:29:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THERE FOR TOMORROW. check out one of their performances @ bamboozle. (where the hell is tht? )
ANYHOO. THEY ROCCCCK. (
[oohooh. Maika (the leads singer) has the same guitar as me! =-=! ]

Love them.

ANYHOO.

Oh.
ORAL is so............
undescribable.
i mean it was okay but not okay.
I WAS SUPER BABBLING.
CANT EVEN THINK OF THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY.
bleah

DOOSH.

who cares?
cant be bothered now.
Im so messed up with exam.
sometimes its just better to live with it and let go.
(exactly what im doing)
whatever happens...HAPPENS.
hhaha.
anyway.
ME IZZY AND AISYAH.,,
went vivocity after oral.
HAHA.
i sms my mum and she was like oh okay.. but behave.
BOING.
wth.
behave?
DOOSH.

anyway.................it was cool.
we went to eat..
then we went in to forever 21.
AND WE HAD NO CASH.
(which sucks!)
so many nice clothes!! GRR.
THENTHEN.
we went to play with water ..THE MINI POOL?
on the rooftop of vivo.
and SPLASHED EACH OTHER.
AND TOOK SOME (OR MAYBE MANY) PICS..!
will update IN FACEBOOK :D:D:D
hoho.

AND IZYAN FARTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTEDDD.
*gasps*
(izyan it aint your shoe!)
EVEN AISYAH HEARD IT.
LOLS.

thts all.
WAIT.
TMR RAYA-ing with the my MT class!
UBERAWESOMENESS!

P.S. IZYAN GET WELL SOON!!!! OMG. u nid to go tmr!
OOHOOH. just admit u farted.HOHO.

ENDOFEXAMS.

2009-10-14T05:22:00.000-07:00

THATS MAIKA FROM MY ULTRA FAVE BAND There for Tomorrow.
AND GUESS WHAT. I HAVE GUITAR LIKE HIS! OMGG.
the only thing is that..
im not able to play as well as him.. yet..
but soon. I HOPE.
anyway,

*uberawesomeness*

*CHRIS SO ROCK. roarr!*

BACK TO REALITY.

OHMYGOD.
EXAMS ARE OVER.
(celebrate good times cmon)
it was hell.
and great news baybeh.
IM GONNA FLUNKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
totally.
goner.

anyway.I have to face the failures.
I dont know if im feeling miserable
about not really doing well
(and leaving a lot of blanks on the exam papers and not managing my time well)
I cant really be bothered about it.
its like over.
and cmon .
i cant always like do well all the way.
the only way you can get success is to fail first.
(okay .maybe not necessarily. omg. it doesnt make sense)

Less raya-ing this year
due to exams.
(it sucks.)
gosh.
you know how sometimes wish exams was over.
i dont wish so because school's gonna be normal
after exams.
going home late . ccas . prefects stuff. and WELL.. HOMEWORK (a "death" sentence for students)

the more i think about it.
the more i do NOT wish to enter JC.
i dont see the point in so-called prolonging
my secondary school life. It'll be about the same.
I think.
ITS JUST SO ROUTINE.
I DO NOT LIKE ROUTINE.
and anyway
education's not everything.
(to me ..that is..maybe to you it is)
education is just a basic survival mode whereby
it ensures you a good job later in life
which then ensures
good amount of money
sent to your pocket.

There far more better things to go after.
thats how i think it is.

ANYHOO.

im slacking now.
before i cant.
OH GOSH.
if only time could tick faster.
then i can finally taste sweet freedom (sort of)
after 'O' levels.
HOHO.

OOH. BTW.
today i followed izyan to meet the blogshop person.
(before that we went to CCK library. I BORROWED BOOKS. LOLS. IM UNSURE IM CAPITALISING THIS..DOTS. I HAVE IN SUDDER INTEREST IN VAMPIRES . randomness. )
anyway on the way to Tampines...there were
SUPER ..hmm.. odd.. people.
(anyway..we are all odd in our own ways.)
THERE was this guy whose hair was WOAHH. like you anime types.
unsure if it looks nice or just plain odd.
ANDAND.
on the way to TAMPINES..there is this guy ..
about our age..unsure what school.
who sat in front of us.
He was listening to music and reading book.
ME AND IZYAN WERE READING A BOOK TOO.
the he looked at me. ( or did i look at him first. ? )
so i looked at him.
he looked at me.
so i looked at him.
(and it continued every 5mins until he left. SO BLOODY WEIRD.)
and i told izyan about it.
then she was like
die tengok kau.
LOLS. i think he thought that i was gossiping about him.( did i?)
(coz i was looking at him then i ask Izyan what school was he from..coz i rarely see
guys reading books and he was READING A BOOK. *not being stereotypical here*)
ANDANDAND
GUESS WHAT IZYAN's COUSIN BOUGHT FROM THE BLOGSHOP PEOPLE??
ooh . i cant tell you.
its censored. HAHA.

omg.
its a long post.
DUH.
its to compensate the countless times of NOT POSTING .
hehe.

anyway. im youtub-ing(watching vids in youtube)

Ciao.

~you could have been something memorable

THERE FOR TOMORROW!

2009-10-06T22:00:00.001-07:00

taking time off studying. HOHO.

ANYWAY.
Prepare for randomness.

I LOVE THERE FOR TOMORROW !! (a band probably you wont know)
CHRIS KAMRADA IS HOTTTTTTTTTTTT! (he's the drummer in the band)
AND I LOVE CHRISITIAN CLIMER! (the lead guitarist)
wait..i ALSO LOVE THE LEAD SINGER.
I LOVE THE WHOLE BAND.
ARGHHHHH.
I FOUND ABOUT THIS SONG! (see the lyrics.its abt sch. i think. hhoohoo)

I LOVE THE PART WHERE CHRIS JUST PUSH AWAY THE BOOKS FROM THE TABLE. ITS UBERWAEWOMENESS.
LOVEthem.

LYRICS
You've got to know by now
That stepping in and out won't bring you down
Until you make it definite (Untill you make it definite)
6:15 sacrifice your rest
I thought you said you're different?
From those who believe in it
They believe (in Universities)

Oh, not another mind made up
For doing nothing more than all you see
They've got no more room to breathe
Until we just get them to

Say we'll make them say
That we've been down and out all day
If your education brings you home
Why are you still away?

So give it up if you're not still trying to
Hold it up in your four-time windowed room
I've got the feeling that you're not
Using up all of your best bets
On plans that you still don't have set
For those who believe in it
They believe...
Until we just get them to

Say we'll make them say
That we've been down and out all day
If your education brings you home
Why are you still away?

See we'll make them see
That we've got no more room to breathe
If your education brings you home
Why are you still away?
--
I gave it all the thought you said you needed
But the minutes got repeated for too long
Far too long
Can you save us all from the thought you said you needed
'Cause I feel like I've competed for too long
Far too long

We've got no more room to breathe
Until we just get them to see
We've got no more room to breathe
Until we just get them to

Say we'll make them say
That we've been down and out all day
If your education brings you home
Why are you still away?

See we'll make them see
That we've got no more room to breathe
If your education brings you home
Why are you still away

the sudden post.

2009-08-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

bet no one reads my blog. Bcuz its been so long since i've blog. anyhoo. my life is in perfect chaos.
somehow.
im slipping.
losing self.
im doing badly in tests
suffers from frequent mental blocks.
i dont know who i am.
okay.
emoecstatic.
omggggggggggg.
i have so many things to do.
Lit debate.
tchers day performance.
singingg in a bandd~
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
okay .
lols.
i have prefect stuff.
SO MANY.
its uncountable.
im going off centre.
haha.
omgg.

i dont know exactly what i want.
okay.
im bonkers.
anyhoo.
i wanna watch bandslam!!!!!!!!!!!

wee~
who wants to watch with me?

ohdear.
im bored.
anyhoo.

mr deepp...sang in class.
like hmm.
i forgot when.
but it was INCREDIBLEE.
and the vid of him singing is in facebook.haha.
AND I WAS FORCED TO SING TOO.
and i sang this love.
it was crappy~ (i think)
ayeayeaye.

okay.
i got to go.
my eyes are droopy.

wee~~

2009-07-20T02:54:00.000-07:00

OKAY.
woho.
first time updating blog after so many months not blogging.
ANYHOO.
SOO many things are going on..
its a BUSYBEE's life.
so whatever.
I cant wait TILL SEC 4!!
TILL SCHOOL IS OVER. nyaha.
and then i can concentrate on playing the guitar..going for uhh.. knitting lessons??
haha.
Oooh.
(nothing interesting.)

haish.

anyhoo.
the pic is so last month.
dunno.duncare.
I DUNNO WHAT IM SAYING.
nvm.

randomly blabbingg.
till then. i g2g.
just an uber short post.
see ya in the 6 months time.
HAHA.

(blog will be dead as soon you finish reading this. :D)

undead.

2009-06-25T23:29:00.000-07:00

okayy. my blog is BEYOND dead.
whatever.
BUT NOW ITS UNDEAD.hah.
somehow im getting sick of blogging.
and
I HAVE NO MORE TIME FOR BLOGGING.
Grr.
HOLIDAY SUCKS!
okayy.
not totally..
if you minus the mountain of homework,
the days you have to wake up early to go to
school..
then ..the holidays will BE GREAT.
THE BEST THING that happened in school holidays...is..
the trip to Indonesia, Bandung.
IT was like shopping haven.(or is it heaven?)
at first i tot it was going to be like
a boring trip..
(most people dream of going to the west like europe..most people..
including me..hahah)
there,,i bought.......
1)a GUESS jeans
2)A GUESS shirt
3)Bebe jacket...
4) an esprit top
AND SO MUCH MORE.
and they are cheap.
I WANNA GO AGAIN.
anyway..school about to start.
IT SUCKS.
sometimes i think there is more than just going to school
..
seriously..
hate the routine life.
ohgosh.
and i have to be prepared for the
SHOCKING THING..
when school reopens
i have to rush homework now.
bummer.
my head is spinning with all this homework
.
Dont they know there is such thing
as TOO MUCH HOMEWORK?
gosh.

haish.

OOH.
anyway.. moi and the choir (15 of them)
can escape (so-called escape) from school
due to a performance..
WOOHOO.
anyway.JIAYOU SWISSCHOIR!
haha.

I dont think i'll be blogging that much
anymore.
Im sick of it.
unless im in the mood of blogging.
then i'll blog.
for now..
my hands dont feel like typing anymore.
Ciao.

the end of exam.(NOT)

2009-05-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY.
I WONT TALK ABOUT EXAMS RESULTS
because they are not worth the talk.
There is ONLY ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE IT.
SUCKISH.
AND I FAILED COMBINED HUMANS BY ONE MARK.
see,talking about it makes me depressed
until I somehow feel that I no longer care what
results I get.
I feel apathetic.
(is it the correct vocab?)
nay.
Thee shall not speak
nor mouth the numbers
.
im talking crap.
wee~
oohooh.
YAY.
YELLOW HOUSE
got THIRD for captains ball
it aint FIRST but
still IT IS SOMETHING.
congratulations.
GREAT EFFORT PEOPLE!!
*claps*

OKAY.
soo.
THE END OF POST.
no talking of exams.
my mouth remains shut.

~Nothing really ends.
(My random not-so-daily daily random saying of the day)

Last paper on monday

2009-05-14T23:30:00.000-07:00

UberYAY!
Monday is the last paper
which is chemistry.
!!!

BUT.
its really not the last paper...
i mean ..seriously...
we have SA2...next year's Sa1..
and now more going home early..
did i rain on yout parade?

Cant always see the bright side of the life, you know.

Nevermind.
the a3ski is GOING BUGIS on MONDAY! woohoo.
finally the official gathering.
:D :D :D
i wonder what izzy, kavya ,aisyah, aish, and sarita gonna wear?
HHAAHA.
random.
we are watching movies.
I wonder what movie..
(NOT RANDOM!)

talking about movies..
youknowyouknowyouknow.
new moon the sequel to twilight
there is this pack of wolves.
uh-huh.
BRONSON PELLETIER acts as one of the wolves!!
bet you dont know who is he..
you know..DINOSAPIEN on okto..
the guy name kit..
he's BRONSON.
HE IS HOT.
although his pictures so far doesn't
really show his hot.
(sobsob)
he is not photogenic...i guess..
hahah.

i watch dinosapien becuz of him.
guycrazyalert.

OH. i cant believe he is acting
as JARED.
wth
.

haha.

hmm.
i dont know what else to say.
i think i should go.
BUHBYE.
i realize something.
NO ONE READS MY BLOG.
(is it really true..?)
aint that cool.?
i defeat the purpose of blogs.
do i make sense?
no..

nevermind.

SORRY.
my not so daily random sayings are not here.
cant think of any

Optimism at its worse.

2009-05-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, the optimistic spirit doesn't work.
The optimists would say THERE IS HOPE
but sometimes being in state of hopelessness is a FACT.
I'm not trying to be pessimistic or anything
Neither am I suggesting there is no hope.

Maybe I am crapping.
ah.
the result of going through a Social Studies(SS).
Dysfunctional, I am now.
Explainations and explainations and
MORE EXPLAINATIONS
is what WE HAVE TO WRITE FOR SS TESTS
and the word EXPLAINATIONS
now brings pain and frustration.
I failed my third SS test with dull colours.
9/25
is the score I got.
SOBS.
but no regrets.
THIS doesnt matter
because the race only
so-called
ends in O levels.
(am i being optimistic here?)
Ah . so much hatred
ones bear in SS!

Grr.
Whoever say life is all about making choices
is wrong because sometimes..
YOU DONT HAVE A CHOICE.
oh.dear.

I think I better go and study
and BE A HARDWORKING STUDENT
...
but i think i'll end sleeping on the books.

Im tired.

Zzz.

Oohooh.
i remembered something.
oh nevermind.
too personal to be told here.
SOO..
i WONT TELL.
HA.

anyway.
A new section will be added here...
ITS CALLED "The Running thoughts in my brain"
which basically tells you what i am thinking..like
i would want to say..like.. I am screwed.OKAY.
nevermind.

the running thoughts in my brain:
The harder you try to forget about a person,
the easier you remember them.
(sigh)
(just another form of distraction you are but you dont even know it)

The only reason we become optimistic
is just to save our crying souls from drowning.
(my not-so-daily daily random saying of the day)

untiled title?

2009-05-02T07:40:00.000-07:00

~what are feelings without emotions
im going for the kill
im doing it for a thrill

Those are lyrics to in for the kill by La Roux.
I like the song. :D
Though it may sound weird to you.

Guess what.
My parents are complaining
about me not smiling enough.
>.<
They say I have been moody.
OBVIOUSLY.
I am so stressed.
It's hard to smile
though it take lesser muscles
to smile than to frown.
They keep comparing me to my cousin
who is ALWAYS cheerful.
Compare stress levels..
I think mine is higher..
because what she has to face each day
is not the same as mine.
Her school is effing near her house.
No matter how late her school ends,
all she needs is 5minutes to reach home.
see the difference?
okay .
No use comparing.
They can do whatever they like.
Im going to the darker side.
JUST KIDDING!

But if there was a stess-o-meter that
measures stress levels.
Mine would be beyond it.
WAY BEYOND.
(mum walks in with this box)
OMFgosh.
I have to eat this STUPID PILLS
to cure my so-called hair loss problem?
Ohdear.
IHATEIT!
it taste like poop.
ohdearohdear.

I think I better go
before I puke here.

~If you are trapped, all it takes to unlock the door
is a key but different key unlock different doors.
SO GO GET THE RIGHT KEY!
(my not-so-daily daily random sayings of the day)

procrastination

2009-05-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

oh dear.
im procrastinating!!
Next week is exams and so far..
I only revised Biology and sec one maths
and THAT isn't much revision
and I am using computer now!!
HELLPP!!
I'm like youtub-ing!!
watching make-up tutorials!
(though i don't really put on make-up!)
GO SEE AT YOUTUBE
type in the search engine
"Mysterious Masquerade Look"
its SUPER interesting! (to me!)
heehee.
it enhances the beauty of the person.
I watched 3 make up tutorial videos already!
haha.
it seems im enjoying it.
nownownow.
I must study.
ohoh.
i didnt jog today :(
my family decide to go out for dinner
and i had to follow :(
oooh.
yesterday i went to the library with my primary school
friends.
I told my mum we're going to study at the library
and we end up going Jurong Point.
(so guilty)
I SUPPOSINGLY
shouldnt be allowed to go out during exams
but i went out :D
(yikes!)
and I COULDNT BELIEVE IT.
my mum text me and asked ME IF WAS REALLY WITH MY FRIENDS..
WHATHEBLOODYHELL.
(im so sorry! Its not vulgar, is it?)
she thought I had a bf.
Do I look like I have bf?
NONONONONO!
I hate it when parents think im out with a bf.
gosh.
its the most irritating thing EVER.
they're too cautious.
i hate it.
lets not vent my frustrations here.
it isnt healthy.
O.o
but i still love my parents.
they just gets on my NERVES at times.
ohdearohdear.
i feel awkward these days.
no idea why.

oohooh.
guess what.
i thought of my next destination
after sec 4 and and and..
I feel like going to La Salle...
College of the Arts.. (you know you know. you dont know?)
dont know under what..
music?fashion?
haha
too early to plan anyway.
oohooh.
i dont feel like going JC.
andandand.
me and primary school friends was like
asking each other where would i want go after sec 4..
i said maybe Ngee Ann Poly..
then they were like
"ME TOO!"
haha.
and we all felt like taking the course
PSYCHOLOGY.
(dudes and dudettes..you have to achieve NINE points to get in)
its not that easy.

but again. its too early to plan.
ANDAND.
i have so many things to worry now.
just too many.
my heads spins round and round.

gosh.
earthtomyself.

I have to study now.
oohooh.
i dont know why
but i can concentrate better at night
when i study.
and not in morning where i feel SLEEPY
most of the time.

so..
toodles.
(opens the biology book)

~Time flies, without wings.
If it had wings, I think I'll break it
and it would stop flying..
(my not-so-daily daily random sayings of the day)

a new beginning?

2009-04-30T05:52:00.000-07:00

Ta-da.
I wanted a new blog so
here it is.
I still have the old one though
to keep the old posts as memories
but i created this new blog
because I felt like im starting to begin
a new beginning.
Hence, the creation of a new blog.
It is still plain as
a plain bread.
I'll do something about it later.
For now.
I feel renewed.
I have no clue why.
Probably because of the changes
I'm going through
and this freaky life of mine.
I think sec 3 would be the freakiest chapter of my whole experience
in secondary school.
Maybe not.
Sec 4 would be the freakiest thing ever.
or maybe both years?
Indecisive of me.

Whatever it is.
EXAMS are next week.
Feel the panic!
(I am feeling it!)
FOCUS!

Latest updates of my freaky life.
(summariseD)
-I'm SL for Sop 2 and a secretariate.
(ooh)
kind of feeling worrisome of how I am going to fulfill this responsibility
but I'll do my best.
Ohoh. Jia Min is SL for Sop1 and Rebekah is SL for Alto
AND so..
the SLs are all from 3e1 !
(additional information. heehee)
-I am 2nd i/c for grad nite! (main i/c is Wilson)
Oh dear.
I didnt expect this!!
Aargh. so many things to worry.
I wonder how I'll do.
-the secret "mission".
Wont tell you what it is. (rolls tongue)
but here is the thing, my mum won't let me do it (dont think sick and dont ask me what it is)
she is afraid that i am turning into a FREAK.
much persuasion needed!! Grr.
(Don't you love the suspense or the mystery? )
-the APOLOGY.
Oh dear. what have I done?
Bring disappointment to that dear friend until he went BONKERS!
Sorry !Sorry! ( reminds me of that korean song..do you know?)
ooh. Never reply my sms nor my ONLINE messages for ONE WHOLE DAY!
recovered the next day but was totally stressing on the disappointment i brought in the conversation.
(am I guilty?)
he must be super MAD at me.
haha. ( shall never laugh)
hope that we are still friends.
never like the idea of losing friends.

-I AM EFFINGLY FREAKING OUT.

should I jog tomorrow?
start this healthy routine?
I think I should but time never
saves you a second at all.
( should never use "no time" as a reason!! )

okay. that's all.
i shall stop babbling.
I HAVE TO GO!
I HAVE TO STUDY!!
BUMMER!
(the computer is simply irresistable!)

...

I don't know what the future holds
but baby, Im soo in charge of my tomorrow!
(my not-so-daily daily random sayings of the day)