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Disclaimer I MOVED . http://th-uglyduckling.blogspot.com XD	Valentines Day ! Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 5:26 AM I WANNA WATCH IT !! ME WANNA WATCH ! care to watch with me ? anyone ? :D:D:D ⇑ top of page Hop(e) Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 7:43 AM Thats all I need. HOPE. Tell me it exists. going through a harrd time~ so many things to going on. too many things. am i worrying too much ? gosh. i cant keep up. this.that.this.that. tears dont cure anything. i cant think. i cant breathe. i want to SCREAM ! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! as i constantly remind myself that I CAN GO THROUGH THIS. i also constantly fail to remember that I CAN. at least is not worst as when i was in sec 3. HORRIFYING. SOOO. HOPES UPPP! and DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL SONGS ARE PERFECT IN BRINGING MY HOPES UP ! YAY to DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL.! <3 <3 <3 OOH. I HEART THE LEAD SINGER ! CHRIS CARABBA ! omfg. why am in LURVE with all the CHRIS ? theres CHRIS KAMRADA -the drummer from THERE FOR TOMORROW theres CHRIStian Climer - the lead guitarist from THERE FOR TOMORROW theres CHRIStofer Drew - a.k.a nevershoutnever. and NOW CHRIS CARABBA. (ooh . it sounds like chris kamrada too ! ) WEE~~ so i kinda sidetrack. but its not wrong to go through my list of coughcough hearthrobs. HEHE. BACK TO TOPIC. lots of things up in my head. Chem test-CONFIRM DEAD. i just went BLANK. read questions wrongly and only realized it when it was about to end. Oh hell. SS TEST- BUMMER. HOMEWORK. - just too much. OTHER STUFF- .... my brain - IN A MESS. HAYWIRE. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I need a break. maybe i should meditate or something. find peace and serenity somewhere deep within. Ommm. CIAO~ ~hope dangles on a string ⇑ top of page Screeamms! Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 5:32 AM AHHH! Boohoo. life's like a straw. it sucks. Haha. stressstressstress. so manyy things to do. just too lil time and I hate sleeping late and waking up early. homeworkhomework. and MOREHOMEWORK. just another typical student whining. Literature Role-Play is ________________. We have to role-play !! I'm acting as EMILY. (the funny mentally ill person ! ) BOOHOO. I NEED TO KEEP UP !! im like so BLURR in chemistryy. URGH. i cant calculate equations and stuff. Its effing irritating. !! :;C and history is so... complicated luh. I failedd my SS test +.+ (but its not included in CA1 ) ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH. Omm. meditate strappykin. ( thats what my dear shi ying call me ) meditate. december. Ommm. December. Ommm. End of O lvls. Ommm. g2g cont homework-ing. BOOHOO. Ciao~ ~Be explicit. ⇑ top of page Random personal stuff. Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 8:23 AM Liar , Liar Pants of fire .. Don't think that you can hide everything from me. Your words dont mean a thing. even if they do, they're just lies. I'm just playing your game .. (the way you're playing with my head.) Checkmate. ⇑ top of page Awkwaardd. Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 9:51 AM I love muse , dont you? That was randoom. VID OF THE DAY. I WANNA WATCH MUSE CONCERT. oh by the way. I CANT BELIEVE IT. THE KILLERS CONCERT IS CANCELLED. though im not really going to have the time to watch but still.. NOOOOOOOOO. okie. anyway. today was AWKWAARD. Went out to dinner with parents as normal. And when we were at coffee bean and im sipping my coffee HAPPILY. (ICE BLENDED..VANILLAA - MY FAV ) my mum started having the "NO BOYFRIEND" talk. IT WAS PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN WEIRRD. she started out something like this .. (i can vaguely recall) YOu know.. i've noticed you change. (BLAHBLAHBLAH) [the blah has no hidden rude agendas there. its just there coz i cant recall what she said ] and all the me's are me *saying things in my heart.* MUM :Like the way you start to not drink cold drinks during dinner Me :( o.o ) MUM: I have a feeling you have a boyfriend ME: (WTH. NO I DONT. I just have boy(spacing)friends. guy friends. BUT NOT REAL BOYFRIEND.NO COUPLE0-BOYFRIEND. JUST FRIENDS who are boys. WTHHHHHHHHH . ] MUM : you know its not the right time to have boyfriend. You know when guys (blahblahblah ) and when guys wanna meet you (blahblahblah) when they say i miss you .. ME : (WTH. DID YOU READ MY TEXTS. WTHWTH. plain awkwarddd) MUM : and when guys stare you.. they're perverts ME : (felt like laughing here ) MUM : i want you to study first..go college or something. (blahblahblah) ME : (ENOUGH WITH ALL THE STUDIES TALK. I hear it everyday in school)-->didnt meant to be rude . just a fact . MUM : BLAHBLAH. when i was younger . i told my mum i had a boyfriend. ME : (YOU want me to tell u i have a bf? MUM . I'll be lying if i do so. GOSH. DO I EVEN NEED TO NOE THAT!?!? WTH if u read my text u can just tell me. ) MUM : blahblah. ME : (LOOK AT THE CREAMY COFFEE. ITS NICEEE. oh. by the way mum. i've got control . i know this is not the right time to have bf. IVE GOT CONTROL. GOSH. AWKWARRD ) MUM : im just saying..i dunno if u have a bf or not but keep in mind about this. ME : ( =.= . I dun hav a bf. FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Cant this girl have some funn? a lil bit of eyeliner and a lot more of accessories and nice clothes gonna freak you out. I wanna changee . DONT YOU KNOW. CHAAANGEEE. ive been hiding for too long. GOSHHH. I alr look superNERD in sch laa. can onli dress up when im outsidee. I NEED A LIFE. I WANNA CHANGEE.) MUM : (blahblahblah) DAD : concentrate on studies . (BLAHBLAH ) MUM : If you need make up tips , i can teach you. ME : HEH? ( change topic alr ? ) LOLS. YEA. WEIRDDDD WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRD okie. its 2am. ~Ciao ~I wanna exorcise the demons from the past ⇑ top of page Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 7:06 AM im confused. just need the truth. ⇑ top of page Cry me out. @ 6:32 AM EMO DAYS ARE BAACK. SO many thinggs going on. from sc stuffs to cca. and to HOMEWORK. theres no time to spare. busybusybusy. and todays class was effing COOL (we had TWO FREE PERIODS) :D:D:D and we all as a class did something , didnt we ? (4e1 shud knoww it HEEHEE. ) anywayz, get well soon tcherr! choir..was alright..with a bit of.. ermm.. how do you say it.. a lil bit of problems here and there .. BUT its okaaay. looking forward to the new choir tee and VEST i want the VEST. XD awesomeness baybeh. ooh.looking forward to our performance in MARCH. (one more month later ..STAND DOWWNN. ) oooh. after choirr. LY,SH, Becky and me were ALL CRAZEE. running around the room :D and doing "fitness condition" hahah. AND WAS LIKE MEDITATING in the choir way (which means sing) singing in a chord -"we will stand down" .. HEEHEE. OMM. now at homee. guitar class. was like any guitar class. OHSHOOSH. i just rmbred. OOPS. I FORGOT TO HELP SOMEONE ASK HOW MUCH THE BEST ACOUSTIC STRINGS COST. OMFG. nvm. he will forget anyway. HEEHEE. NOOOOOOOOOO. so many tests next week. URGH. anyway. heres a vid my friend is SO EFFING OBSESSED WITH. (and you'll know why) ITS COZ HE RIPPED HIS SHIRT OFF. HE IS HOT? HUH? RLY? SHI YINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. HOT MEH. (except for the abs .) RIpping off shirt--> OKAY. but the way he shake his ass --> NOT OKAY almost fainted. (not because he was effing hot. its the BADD FAINTT) haha. ANYHOO. thats all. CIAO ~screaming infedilities. ⇑ top of page OMFFG. Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 6:04 AM They are soo effingg awesoomme.!! WARNING: MALAY CONTEXT BELOW. --CONTAINS MALAY WORDS-- hehe SEDAAP GILERR!! FWOAH. like okay. im not the jiwang-jiwang typee but OMFG. memang boleh nyanyi siaaak. (they can sing very well) WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATCH. and LISTENN. btw. the song almost made me cryy. (if you understand the lyrics..yeaa.. haha) I LIKE HEARING it THE GAZZILION time. ( okaay. a lil bit of exaggeration there ) BUT OH BOY . its just ssooo nice. even though i dont rly listen to malay songs.. BUT IT EFFINNGG ROCKS. ahh~~ SYIOOKK gilerr. there's lots of vids of them singing. XD im like watching ONEbyONE. (when im supposed to do homework. Ekk. ) Ahhhh~~ SORRIE. I JUST HAD TO SHARE WHAT I DISCOVERED. HAHA. lemme continue listening to them.. ~ciao ⇑ top of page OOH. Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 11:29 PM LA SALLE. should i go there.? went to the open house. IT WAS SO _________________________. THEIR SENSE OF ART IS LIKE BEYOND MINE. LIKE.. im zero. nothing. compared to them. went to esplanade. marina square. flyer. BOOMS i havent upload pics. too many. soon i will. BUT HEY WE GOT EARRING BAYBEH. we exchanged. LIKe.. me got YELLOW AND PINK. KAvv got GREEN AND PINK IZy got GREEN AND YELLOW. it looks like... major awesomeness baybeh OKiee. so we walk so LONG. BTW. IT AINT MY FAULT WE LANDED AT MARINA BAAYYY.. ITS KAAVVVVVVVVVV. OH damn. need to do hw. i updated twicceee. ~CIAO ~just take it slow. like super slow. ⇑ top of page STOP. @ 11:08 PM stopstopstop. Its confusing. I know everything.. but you dont know. that I knew. GOSH. CAN YOU JUST SAY THE TRUTH. you're hiding too many things. just too many. You're still stuck in the past. Heck. Stop playing games with me~ SORRY PEEPS. I JUST HAD TO LET IT OUT. BUMMER. anywayy.. I wrote a POEMM. Boomsxc. here it is.. Lines to Love. Where do these lines meet? The answer lies at the point of intersection The moment where two strings are attached. Tied to one another. Black lines across a white sheet. It move; It meets another unexpectedly it makes its way across another , through a loophole.Tied Tightly. They become one. Oh lines impossible to unwind to separate was to break cut loose and pulled apart The pain. Unbearable. But you move once more But carefully. Oh so carefully. I see these lines. They move.They meet. They break. They meet. Lines. I saw mine. ~~Attached to yours~~ Just moving alone. TaDa. my poemm. Oh so poetic. (NOT!) heeheehee.. BTW. I GOT SHADES BAYBEH from marina square. (oh so retarded. but boy, do i love REDSHADES. ) Teehee. BACK TO HOMEWORKKKK. busybusybusy. ~Im just a part time lover. ⇑ top of page HAppy New Year ( a lil bit too late) Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 6:13 AM HAPPY NEW YEARRRR! HOHO. Errm. I CANT BELIEVE IM TAKING O LVS THIS YEAR. (goosh. i love to use caps) Okiee. Any resolutions? Hmm.. yea.. Planning to be more sligtly positive person? But i wont say goodbye to emo-ness ! (coz too much optimism pisses me off. TeeHee.) anyhoo. yea. i need to see the light at the end of the tunnel :D:D ARGH. so many things to dooo. Stressstressstress. need to chill. Anyway.. HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!! 2010. WOOSH. its time for a change baybeh~ andandand. its my final year in swiss. I cant believe it. WOOHOO. 9 more months or more till FREEDOM. (sort of) in my brain..its like homeworkhomeworkschoolschool. ARHH. OOH. i just remembered what i did on the 2nd day of new year ( or was it first?) I PRANK SMS PPLE. >.< Not just mee...i felt like doing crazy along with my pri sch friend...so yeaa.. I pranked my primary sch friends' secondary friends. Only about two replied. HECK. one was SUPERMAD. WOOPS. evil grins SORRY PEEPS (whoever u are) but the other one was OKAY. :D:D:D (THANKYOU for being fine with being pranked.HAHA) OOHOOH. adding to my list of HOTTIES which for now is only CHRIS KAMRADA from THEREFORTOMORROW and Christopher Drew. Teehee. now we have DEVON WERKHEISER.I LURRRRRRRRRRRRRRVE THE VOICE. Teehee. thats all. life's a countdown. and im counting till the Os are coming and end. Ciao~ ~you follow what you feel inside it's intuitive, you dont have to try ⇑ top of page	Profile PSYCHOTIC.UNREALISTIC.INSECURE.HOPEFUL. I <3 Chris Kamrada ! I <3 Christofer Drew ! (dont you dare steal them away from me !) Invite me to any loud rocking concerts thats where my soul is. 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